I talked to my ex today. Since I started my 15 days, I've been feeling so much better. But talking to her, being sucked back into her bullshit, did admittedly deflate me. Still, I thank God for 1. Those really good friends who are always there for me when I need them most, and 2. For the ability to see within one conversation, that trying to talk to her again would be disastrous. And so, I hope you can all accept that I'm far from perfect and forgive me for talking to her... But I can see so clearly now that there are many good things to come of being free of her, and only misery should I go back. I want to give you more details, but I'd like to take some time to think about all this myself. So I'm sorry for my lack of convo today...but I'll be back tomorrow as soon as I'm out of bed. Which will probably be in the afternoon since it's 1:30am here already.
I really hope that you all had a successful day : )
Good night
In my humble opinion, this is a successful day for you. If you can see now what you could not see before, then this is a cause for celebration. Congratz!
ReplyDeleteYeah, in retrospect, I agree with you! Though it was hard to see, I saw that she wasn't all that I thought she was. ...and with that information, I was able to close the door on any hopes of us being together again.
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